If all these while i'm trying to get you a decent looking phone is to see your bloody sucked-up face stomping around throwing hard on stuffs, fine . 

Do you think i would wanna give you a bloody cheap rated phone and see your friends laugh at you ? Think . 

Do you think i purposely drag the time to let you have a phone ? Think . 

It makes no sense, NO SENSE AT ALL that you are the elder and hence should get the phone YOU LIKE . Jun already said in the first place he's eyeing on the phone, you didn't shown much interest until yesterday . If you don't like the phone i try to get for you, just say it . You don't have to go back and try to snatch the phone from Jun . 

It's is this attitude you've got - doing whatever you want your way without other's thinking, that had people scolding and not doting on you . 

I just so happen to skip class today, and over heard that Dad is trying to find a job . 

You get it now ? 

And you think it feels damn good huh ? Good to see or hear your own dad trying to sound good and positive just to get a job . Might not seem anything to you, because to me, it's worse than anything . I see this as my dad working like a dog to support the family .  

I'm so sick of this . . . and i'm already cocked up enough . One is my own dad, the other is the sister i'm closest to . 

If you wanna say i don't understand you again, then i shall admit i'm really not . 

Should i go back to working 3 part-time jobs ? 

And yes, i shed .